My Journal

July 23rd, 2022

It's been a while. I've been too busy to update the site lately, maybe that'll change! Who knows, I don't have many ideas on what I could add anyways.

In the span of three days I lost all of my friends and my only love. I guess it hurts, though it was for the better. I'm not really the best person, so I'm hoping me being out of their lives will help. I'm not sure where to go from here, all my old plans for the future are impossible now. I miss them all, I don't think I'll ever love anyone as I loved them. That's how life is, things will move on.


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July 7th, 2022

Starting to feel a little better... I was working away at the website again these past few days, I've found its super helpful to distract me when the going gets tough. Nothing to get the anger out of you quite like getting pissed off at 8 lines of code instead. :P

I don't have much social media. The only ones I can think of are Discord, YouTube, and I suppose Neocities. (though I don't really care for the social aspects on YouTube nor Neocities) However, since I am a frequent websurfer I inevitably end up seeing what's going on on other platforms that I don't necessarily use. Recently I've been exceptionally bummed about the internet's recent treatment of clowns. It's great that people love and recognize clowns, despite it's less than favourable beginnings it has flourished into a wonderful entertainment art. Sexual clown content has always been a thing, but the recent explosion in it just grosses me out. It's affected how people have seen me online, since every community I'm established in knows me as "the clown guy". I just wish certain things could be free from mass sexualization. (Feminine men come to mind)

Either way, things have still continued to be relatively uneventful. My family has plans to travel to go visit our grandparents, but since mask mandates have been lifted on airlines the prices of tickets have skyrocketed. We'll see.

TODAY'S RATING: 5/10, another average day.

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