My Journal

June 21st, 2022

Haven't been having the best day today. I'm super exhausted for some reason, I slept in until 4 pm. I'm wondering if maybe I'm anemic again, since I stopped taking my iron supplements, whoopsies. I was hallucinating and imagining shit most of the time that I was awake until I fully got out of bed. I'm still unsure what exactly I dreamt of and what actually happened. I've got a mad headache too, maybe I should stop going to bed at 5 am...

I have a final exam tomorrow, but can't seem to get myself to study. I'm not actually sure how high my grade is, so I'm trying to assess if it's worth taking a risk and not studying for it. We'll see, I guess. I'm not the brightest person... I tend to make deliberately awful decisions for the sake of having more personal time. That probably won't serve me very well in the future!

I was hoping to be able to travel or something within the next two months, but the outlook isn't great. Hard to go places without money.


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June 18th, 2022

The past week has been more eventful than usual. I managed to finish all of the schoolwork I can do at the moment, and now I'm just waiting around for finals week. My brother's graduation ceremony was yesterday, I found it pretty overwhelming. I've never been good at lights, loud noises and big crowds! The fact I'm going to have to graduate eventually myself is quite frigtening, I'm not certain if I'll be able to do it, though I do want to try. Afterwards, I got some trail mix and juice as a reward and watched the rest of my family eat cake and pie. My stomach issues prevent me from eating lots of sweet stuff, but I don't really mind! Sweet things aren't my favourite anyway.

I should be able to order my glasses prescription on Monday, which is very exciting! I have only a mild astigmatism, so I don't necessarily need them all the time. However, I really miss being able to see the intricate details in things. If I lean back, I can barely even see what I'm writing right now!

I'm also very excited for the summer. It's my second favourite season, next to winter. (But only snowy winters! Snow is breathtakingly beautiful) My least favourite part of the summer has already arrived though... mosquitoes. Mosquitoes seem to be oddly drawn to me, and I react pretty strongly to their bites. It is not a symbiotic relationship. I already have six mosquito bites. :o(

TODAY'S RATING: 5/10, it's an average saturday.

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